This is the life story of Benjamin Foster, a former alcoholic whose path is marked by turbulence and drama. Join him on his journey marked by his loyal goddaughter Crystal and his unwavering love for Jane, an autistic woman he meets later in his life. In this diary novel, author Elias J. Connor and his co-author Sweetie Willow reveal a story based on true events that could hardly be more gripping. Through Benjamin's encounters with limits he never knew before and a deep secret from his past that he almost fell victim to, we learn about the power of people like Crystal and Jane. These figures stand as symbols of hope and the possibility of redemption for all those who still remain in the shadow of their past. For those who have experienced challenges similar to Benjamin's, the author wants to convey a message of confidence: There are people out there who believe in you, who support you and show you that you don't have to be afraid. This is Elias J. Connor's most difficult work to date, but also his most honest and moving. It is the true story of Benjamin Foster that teaches us that even in the darkest of times, the light of hope and humanity can shine.